Are you okay Gen?

"Mintak ampun banyak2 dekat Allah, orang yang mintak ampun adalah orang2 yang beruntung. Ingat tu."- (Emak,2012). :'( Aku adalah budak yang call emak setiap hari. Yea! Setiap hari, bila tak ada kredit mintak kat Abah. Haha. Rasanya alasannya adalah sebab I need someone to talk. And Emak is the best choice. Hmm. Semlm call mak tak dapat, pastu tadi mak call. Borak2 pasal miaw, pasal Wadiah yg tengah exam. And tiba2 rasa sedih. Homesick ke? Entah rasa macam tiba2 je nak sedih. Boleh macam tu? Aku malas nak tulis banyak2. Bye-bye. Assalammualaikum

Always be in my heart.

Bagi aku dalam byk2 cartoon Tarzan lah yang ada true and pure love ever. Love from a mom. I love Tarzan! You'll always be in my heart!

On my way.

Hehe. Tengah hari nanti aku nk g KL. Sebab nak jemput Kaklong kat KLIA. Excited nak g travel. Nasib baik Dba ikut sekali. Tak lah aku lost kat tempat org tu. Hehe. See you in time Kaklong. May Allah ease your,mak abah and me punya journey. Hehe. Assalammualaikum. ;)

100th Posts. :) The Lovey Dovey.

Assalammualaikum.

Wah dah seratus post aku kat blog ni. Entah apa lah yg aku merepek2. Well today dah Jumaat. I don't know..Tapi lately aku rasa sangat dan amat cepat berlalu. Rasa mcm baru ju cakap.."Malasnya esok dah Isnin" hari Ahad haritu tup tap tup tap dah Jumaat. Well lagi dua minggu nak study week for CA and dua minggu jugak Kaklong nak balik. And Emak was so excited. Dia kata dulu membilang tahun tunggu sekarang membilang hari je. May Allah ease all. Haaa. Semalam aku godek2 youtube sekali aku dengar lah lagu2 T-ara..memandangkan dorg baru buat concert ktMalaysia semalam. Lepas tu aku terus addicted dgn lagu Lovey Dovey. Kyaaa smart giloss dorg shuffle. And the song pun best jugakkk. :D

I'm a fan of T-ara now. Yeay ;)

Suka!

Aku suka bila mak call pastu citer pasan Neo Noa. Especially Neo yg suka nak manja2 dengan mak. Arghhh Kawaiiiii!

Powerful Du'a that I need the most.

Salam.

Baru call mak tadi. Lepas dah borak2 tu. Aku cakap dekat mak doakan aku rajin2 belajar, cemerlang and tak rasa sunyi kat sini. And suddenly air mata pun mengalir. Bila kita dah keep it too long..itulah jadinya. I hate to hold my voice in that situation. Rasa macam nak ceritaaa semua benda. Tapi aku tak boleh. Sebab kalau aku buat mcm tu sure mak akan susah hati. So better I keep it. Sebab esok lusa rasa ni akan hilang jugak. Tapi susah hati seorang ibu bukan senang nak hilang. Kan? And now aku pun rasa dah okay sikit. Goodluck Jannah. Fighting okay!

Ps; Doakan aku okay! :) May Allah bless us.




Sometimes it is okay to let yourself crying.
It's okay.

Fighting Jannah!

A lonely road.

Salam.

Hi. First of all if ever you finish reading this please pretend that you didn't read it at all.

Sebab kisahnya masih sama. Perasaan nya pun masih sama. Although there are million times I've told myself to be okay,to be strong,to be thankful. But after all I 'm just a human.

Entahlah. Aku rasa mungkin ada mana2 dalam solat atau ibadah aku tak lengkap atau tak ikhlas 

sampai aku rasa macam ni. Aku rasa lonely. Bukan alone tapi lonely. Arghhh that kind of feeling is killing me. Ada dekat Aimst is not the reason. Feeling ni since sekolah menengah aku rasa. 

I dream a life full of positive people around me. I want to be happy with my life. I want to be ikhlas as much as I want in my life. Tapi kenapa aku rasa macam ni.?I kknow  I can't have that kind of people to be there with me 24/7. I know after sometime this feeling will go. But for time being let me go along with this feeling. Maafkan aku yaAllah.

This kind of feeling ------> IMMUNE

Alhamdulillah I've registered for Bachelor of Pharmacy Third Year. How fast time flies. But ada pending 300 ringgit lagi. But never mind tomorrow insyaAllah I'll settle it. So,for the first day of the semester was quite okay. Sebab tak belajar lagi. And I got new roomate. Hmm. Tak ada mood nak cerita pasal tu lagi. Just wait. So dinner today aku pergi makan sorg diri. Memandangkan kawan Biotech belum balik tapi tak sure kalau dorg balik aku makan dgn dorg ke tak. Let it be. Well masa makan tu, I don't felt awkward ke lonely ke apa. Aku rasa kosong, heartless..haaa cenggitu lah. Well I guess that is what IMMUNE feeling is. After 2 years, I should be much more stronger. InsyaAllah aku akan terus bersabar dan berjuang. Kau bantulah hamba-Mu yaAllah. Please pray for me okay! Yoshaaa. Salam.

    "Put your faith in what you most believe in"

- Two Worlds One Family,Tarzan

I love this scene. I love Tarzan Disney Movie.

So cuteeeeee. :)

My respect to her keep on growing :)

Assalammualaikum. Loooongggggggg time no see. Haha. Last post aku pasal aku nak naik Semester 4 and now aku nak naik Semester 5 and soon I'll be known as Pelajar Farmasi Tahun 3. *Kelasss kau jah*. Hehe. Reason update kat blog sbb aku dah tutup twitter. Dah tak ada tempat nak merepek. So here I am. Well lusa I'm going back to Aimst. YaAllah malas yg amat. And tadi baru aku dpt results sem lepas. Alahamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah aku pass semua papers. Actually aku cuak dengan paper Pharmaco but again Alhamdulillah aku pass. Bersyukur sangat. :') Okay regarding the title of this post..aku tujukan kepada my one and only kakak..Kaklong. Okay Oktober ni dia dah nak balik Malaysia. And tak lama lagi insyaAllah she'll be a doctor. And I just read her blog. Well I'm so impressed. Belum pun balik Malaysia dia dah tetap kan aim dia for future. To be a good doctor, and her planning to futher her studies after HO in surgery. WOW. Bila compare dgn aku..target aku just nak habis and pass semua exam..then kerja. Aku sangat respect and of course inspired! Nak naik sem baru ni semangat berkobar2. Well I hope dengan sem baru ni aku pun jadi orang yang baru.. To be a better person. Dan menjadi seseorang yang bermatlamat. Yes I should. Thanks Kaklomg for inspiring even you are not realizing it. :) Salam.

Another Beginning.

Assalammualaikum.Huhu it had been agess I didn't write. Malas is the reasons. I already registered for Semester 4 few hours back. Alhamdulillah another beginning dah mula. Results belum dpt lagi. Mudah mudahan everything okay. So just now baru dpt schedule for this sem..I already knew it's going to be hectic but when I saw the schedule rasa macam...ADOIIIIIIIIIII. Have a look..yang di highlight tuh..

Nampak tak? Tak nampak buat2 nampak jelahh. Yeah it's look so stressful. Scary.. but never mind. I have plenty of time. And now is the beginning of the time. I pray may Allah help me to have a good time management, emotional and life.. Almost half of my journey has already done. I should work hard. Gambateh Jannah.Yoshaaaa.

ps; I don't know if I have another time to write again in this very pack semester. But insyaAllah if I have time I will. Pray for me people. :)