if only i have one more day with you.

Assalamualaikum.ok aku tahu esok aku exam malaysian studies but i can not get off this feeling.that is bercampur baur...

pertama..aku happy speechless terharu gila ng seorg kwn aku ni.aween..let me write msg yg dia bg(to jannah in future,this will be the best memories ever u get from a friend).

Dear gen,hehe.Sorry to interrupt. Saje je ni.gen,nnti if free,tgk tau cerita ni 'if only' jennifer love hewit berlakon.please3. Youtube ke download ke,tgk pls cerita tu bila2 hang free.nnti if dh tgk text aku kay.

 dan aku reply :

Erk?ween.psl pe cte tu.?boleh explain knape aku rasa terharu n sedih dpt msg kau.?haha.thanks anyway.for u i'll watch.:')

dan kemudian dia reply:

Hang sdih dpt msj cek sbb hang tau yg cek ni syg kat hang,and cek tk penah lupa kat hang pon,ni cek igt ja nk share favorite ceghita cek kat hang.pasai tu hang sedih.hehe.

hahaha.aku gelak je bahasa kedah campur english ni.but seriously aku terharu gila.sbb it's aween ok.aween.thank you thank you thank you aween.by sharing your interest with me after 3 years of being seperated,make me believe you are real.bkn psl cerita bkn psl msg yg klaka.but for u to remember me is more than enough for me to say that you are one of the awesome friend that i ever met.aku x kan lupa msg kau yg dolu2..gen KAWAN SAMPAI BILA2 YA...i love you for that.if only u are here.:')


kedua...td ktorg ada lab pharmaceutical inorganic chemistry,and something unpredictable happened to our group..td others member lahh yg buat.time boiling dia masuk kan 10M of sulphuric acid dlm boric solution.10 molar ok?then its explode..dh le aku dkt gila ng tempat kejadian..Alhamdulillah xde pape yg jadi.abah call td ckp kelas apa.aku ckp lab.then dia suruh hati2 ng chemical ni.cm tau2 je something happen.aku terus cerita kt dia.huhu.ouh cuak gila kot.but i know that girl yg buat experiment tu lg cuak.dugaaan :'(

ketiga...call mak sbb ptg td dia call but aku kt lab..mak tny pendapat aku utk pindah n9 balik.wuwuwuw.speechless aku.aku kata batu pahat dh selesa.dekat ng bandar lg senang.but aku tahu mak sebenarnya bosan duduk bp.sbb x ramai kwn.kalau kt n9 org2 kampung ramai knal.huhu.mmg aku shocked gila kot bila mak dlm nada serius nk pindah n9 balik.hmmm.tulahh kisah aku.esok aku nk exam.aja2 fighting jannah

doakan ya.bye :)

hye i am belieber.

30 MARCH 2011

WEDNESDAY

9;27 pm

officially i'm belieber

pernah x korg benci gila kt seseorg but at the end korg suka gila kt dia.

now its happening to me.well yes i'm belierber now.there is no damn for this feeling.instead i'm proud to be a fan of truly inspiring person.korg bacalah journey of his lfe.sgt2 inspiring..aku kagum gila.after all the rough time, he is now a superstar at the young age.and yes,never say never :)

 bye.see u.

and yes pray for me..in whatever thing that i do.

wink2.

alamak cuaknya.

Assalamualaikum.
wehee.td time kelas biochem aku kena tanya siap berdiri lg.and i was like...

dn memandangkan ada 2 org melayu je dlm kelas tuh.aku terasa 100 mata dlm kelas tuh memandang ke arah aku..tp in the same time aku terharu gak ng lecturer aku tuh...ikuti perbulan kami..

lecturer :yes u,, can u explain about arginine.?i know u can.

me : me?(aku pun bla2 lahh smbil dibantu juga oleh lecturer)

lecturer : ok.good explaination.

ok.aku ni mmg x boleh..bila org ckp menda2 baik kt aku (bkn pujian yer,dia mcm ayat2 supportive) aku mesti rasa terharuu.hilang semua rasa cuak.rasa rendah diri...uhh.it was nice actually .thanks DR.SRIDEWI.i will remember this day..and your word.to nujannah azizan.YES YOU CAN!!!

anyway aku tgh tgk citer merlin season 3..best ouh.suka morgana even dia jht cmner pon.hehe

(berharap morgana ng arthur even gwen dh ditakdirkan jd queen of camelot.damn!)

go merlin.weheee.i love MERLIN!
bye.

fly me to the moon.

yes cmtuh lah keadaan aku.sejuk gila kedah yg panas ni sbb hujan.

act post ni xde apa2.

ada sesuatu yg aku nk ckp tp x semua boleh diluahkan.

ada harapan yg aku nak capai tp x semua harapan itu destiny.

dan aku x mampu berkata apa2.

silence is the best way.

dan bila mood cmni dtg..lagu2 from you're beautiful slalu jd peneman.

aku suka lagu fly me to the moon ni.

lagu ni act lagu omputeh.Frank Sinatra.klik dh kalau nk dgr yg ori.

aku baru jek tahu time tgh usha2 video kt youtube.

not bad lah the original song.and well i love old songs and music.evergreen gitu.

tp lagu ni x top sgt dlm cite you are beautiful.but best ouhhh.

layannnn.

and lagu what should i do ni mmg popular.layann lg.

uhh rindu citer ni,even storyline cite korea typical.hmm.but the songs are superb :)

bye.

???sikit punn aku x paham.

tetibe lidah terkelu,jantung berhenti berdetak,masa berhenti berputar,aku x mampu bernafas.dan ini bukan pertanda aku jatuh cinta.tp...

dan sebabnya adalah spm results..yes spm results.pelik org yg xde sijil spm langsung pun boleh move and idup bahagia.dan dia selamat.(betulkan saya jika tersalah)

dan aku rasa sampai bila2 punn aku x kan faham kenapa org nak bunuh diri.x yah susah ok sooner or later kita akan mati juga.we'll never know apa yg baik akan dtg di masa akan dtg.as always yes aku x faham sbb aku xde kt situasi dorg.but entah lahh.x paham dan terus x pahamm.semoga Allah mengampuni doa dia dan seluruh umat Islam.Aminn.

virus2 cinta bermekar di pendrive ku :)

yes it is td tengah semangat aku nk usha assignment computer tetiber.damn!pendrive ada virus.virus2 cinta gitu.

waaaa :'( mmg td mcm nak mencarut je..tetiba si chrome jugak buat hal.berapi ouh.terus homesick aku.

then call mak n abah.abah suruh beli pendrive baru terus.hahaha.

ni virus dr lab la ni..dh laa lab td mcm2 kena tanya.mmg tercabar jiwa aku sbg bdk pharmacy bila dia

kata ktorg kena expert dlm calculation.jgn depends on calculator je.sentap ouh.ok sir i'll promise u that one day i'll be the good pharmacist that u ever meet.haha.insyaAllah.

tp mood aku dh lari sikit.kalau time td kau post this blog.mmg mcm2 emosi lahh yg keluar.

alhamdulillah time heals,which sometimes we never realize it.

huhu.ok skrg tgh gila lagu cn blue and tvxq.

one reason aku boleh tersenyum.

life is good kan,apa2 benda yg buat kita marah,

psati ada benda lain buat kita happy.

hehe.

(from tunblr dr video BEFORE U GO-TVXQ) 

nilahh oppa aku.wakaka.*pengsan

to kaklong sabar ye den ni mmg dramaqueen.

tgk lah ye video tuh.changmin punn hot.

and

not to for get.

CN BLUE.sapa berminat sila lahh dgr 12 new songs of them.

 intuition

love girl

imagine

i dont know why

eclipse

lie

one time

just please

wanna be like you

ready n go

thank you

one of kind

best ouh lagu2 dia n yg aku bold kan tu my current favorite lahh.hehe

skrg tgh into this jong hyun.dia ni 2nd vocalist n guitarist cn blue.huhu..cool.

but yonghwa ttp di hati 

you are awesome boysss.weheee.

tetiba terigt the reason suka yonghwa n cn blue.

thanks you're beautiful.

this addiction make me happy though in rough time.thank you

last but not least

rindu cite ni.yong hwa is way too coool.erghh.

ps:post ni mungkin kelihatan gedikk.but i'm happy.so x perlu lah ya.this is my minat.aku x kacau yours so jgn nk condemn mine ok?accept differences.

and kepada diri sendiri juga,x payah nak condemn minat org lain.

(sory rasa byk buat salah kt org lain)

hilang terus kisah virus2 cinta aku.hmm.

apa dah jadi..

aku tgh gila lagu ni

and that smile that smile that smile

erk?die..

kawaii

bye.

doakan aku rajin2 blaja.

that should be me :')

hmm dh lama aku teringin nak post benda ni.dah lama..and byk harapan impian dan keinginan aku x tercapai..tp benarlahh Allah dah bg kita lebih dari apa kita harapkan.and i have no right to argue or being x bersyukur.how i wish i can be as positive as i can..so i can give my strength to others with confident and  without and hesitation.dan aku yakin 101% semua org ada harapan imipian keinginan or what-so-ever you call it.to be easy it is a dream.impian ni mudah.kau xperlu jd jutawan,kau xperlu jadi mark zuckerberg,kau x perlu jd angkasawan dan kau x perlu jd justin bieber.to be who are you is more that enough to have just A dream.yeah..tp dream is not destiny.that is what i have learnt after so much pain before.dan org akan tny erk?kau penah pulak rasa pain..yes kenali lahh akuaku lebih suka mendengar dari bercerita..dan that is soo ME..:)..dlm byk2 dream yg aku ada..ada one dream ni yg keep coming into my mind lately..aku nak pergi tempat yg ada empat musim.and to be exact tempat yg ada salji.aku x leh lahh nak gmbr kan perasaan ni..to those yg blaja kt overseas or pernah pergi lucky you lahh.cause something that you have is nothing but somehow it is a world to the others..entah entah entah.but i hope this dream can be my destiny.i can wait 5 years 10 years and my whole life to be there.ok bye

  and 

(it supposed to be I instead of we hmm)

ps; fyi i hate justin bieber..really hate but his story-life taught me.never say never.try to remind myself whatever he is i still hate him
*i wish i don't lie.hmm

and i love his song tooo.how could it be??damn!arghhhhhhhhhhh!:'(
but thank God he got new nice hair and his manly-man-voice-to-be...and the minute of 2;45 of this video caught my eyes.

it is a sign that i'm his FAN?? :O ohh noo!

exam oh exam.

exam communication skill yg sepatutnya 1 hour and half aku jwb dlm masa 7 minit je.tp 30 minit kemudian lect dh kutip kertas jwpan(mungkin sbb semua org dh nak keluar) lgpun, kt kelas lecturer bg tahu soalan apa yg masuk(*sebijik) dan jwb punn in point form.aku rasa soalan tuh bdk darjah satu boleh jwb.mmg serius senang.Alhamdulillah...i wish all core papers like that in the final soon.biochemistry-microbiology-pharmaceutical inorganic chemisty-comp&statistic :).hmm.smlm borak2 ng dorg terfikir..life ni makin hari makin hard.
apa2 pun hopefully after this when people ask me "HOW's LIFE?"
i can answer back....................


LIFE IS AWESOME!i wish i could

bye world.

all upcoming and previous pics credicted to google & tumblr

hampeh day =.=

hai apa khabar.?thanksss anda anda dan anda yg sudi membaca (bajet aku ni blogger popular jap.wakaka)ok just now exam biochem..and as expected susah ler...saba jelahh nasib baik ada TCA cycle keluar.kalau x keluar langsung apa yg aku work hard on..mmg aku rasa nak gigit je kertas exam tuh..haa dh pic kat atas tuh mmg laa ada kaitan ng hari hampeh aku..first psl buku (ala2 biochem exam la) first hampeh.and second, igt x post aku My Hanazawa tuh.yg aku ckp psl nuclear bla3.rupa2 nya benda tuh x betul pun.hah!aku ni dh la jenis x suka forward2 msg..tp sbb ni cm serius aku pun forward la kt fb punn.tgk2 anak2 negeri sembilan post SOMETHING,ha sila2 lah klik and baca.wakenabeb betol lahhh. again second hampeh terjadi kat aku.argghh.yeah conclusion mmg kena dpt kesahihan sesuatu berita ok.

ps;hopefully xde lg bende hampeh berlaku.apa2 pun bersyukur lah Jannah.

Alhamdulillah 

hate to say this but aku rasa malu pulak jd rakyat malaysia..hope semua ni akn terungkai...

smpi keluar kt CNN.cmner aku nk ckp aku bangga jd anak malaysia...???

hmm...my baaaddddddddddddddd.:'(