100th Posts. :) The Lovey Dovey.

Assalammualaikum.

Wah dah seratus post aku kat blog ni. Entah apa lah yg aku merepek2. Well today dah Jumaat. I don't know..Tapi lately aku rasa sangat dan amat cepat berlalu. Rasa mcm baru ju cakap.."Malasnya esok dah Isnin" hari Ahad haritu tup tap tup tap dah Jumaat. Well lagi dua minggu nak study week for CA and dua minggu jugak Kaklong nak balik. And Emak was so excited. Dia kata dulu membilang tahun tunggu sekarang membilang hari je. May Allah ease all. Haaa. Semalam aku godek2 youtube sekali aku dengar lah lagu2 T-ara..memandangkan dorg baru buat concert ktMalaysia semalam. Lepas tu aku terus addicted dgn lagu Lovey Dovey. Kyaaa smart giloss dorg shuffle. And the song pun best jugakkk. :D

I'm a fan of T-ara now. Yeay ;)

Suka!

Aku suka bila mak call pastu citer pasan Neo Noa. Especially Neo yg suka nak manja2 dengan mak. Arghhh Kawaiiiii!

Powerful Du'a that I need the most.

Salam.

Baru call mak tadi. Lepas dah borak2 tu. Aku cakap dekat mak doakan aku rajin2 belajar, cemerlang and tak rasa sunyi kat sini. And suddenly air mata pun mengalir. Bila kita dah keep it too long..itulah jadinya. I hate to hold my voice in that situation. Rasa macam nak ceritaaa semua benda. Tapi aku tak boleh. Sebab kalau aku buat mcm tu sure mak akan susah hati. So better I keep it. Sebab esok lusa rasa ni akan hilang jugak. Tapi susah hati seorang ibu bukan senang nak hilang. Kan? And now aku pun rasa dah okay sikit. Goodluck Jannah. Fighting okay!

Ps; Doakan aku okay! :) May Allah bless us.




Sometimes it is okay to let yourself crying.
It's okay.

Fighting Jannah!

A lonely road.

Salam.

Hi. First of all if ever you finish reading this please pretend that you didn't read it at all.

Sebab kisahnya masih sama. Perasaan nya pun masih sama. Although there are million times I've told myself to be okay,to be strong,to be thankful. But after all I 'm just a human.

Entahlah. Aku rasa mungkin ada mana2 dalam solat atau ibadah aku tak lengkap atau tak ikhlas 

sampai aku rasa macam ni. Aku rasa lonely. Bukan alone tapi lonely. Arghhh that kind of feeling is killing me. Ada dekat Aimst is not the reason. Feeling ni since sekolah menengah aku rasa. 

I dream a life full of positive people around me. I want to be happy with my life. I want to be ikhlas as much as I want in my life. Tapi kenapa aku rasa macam ni.?I kknow  I can't have that kind of people to be there with me 24/7. I know after sometime this feeling will go. But for time being let me go along with this feeling. Maafkan aku yaAllah.

This kind of feeling ------> IMMUNE

Alhamdulillah I've registered for Bachelor of Pharmacy Third Year. How fast time flies. But ada pending 300 ringgit lagi. But never mind tomorrow insyaAllah I'll settle it. So,for the first day of the semester was quite okay. Sebab tak belajar lagi. And I got new roomate. Hmm. Tak ada mood nak cerita pasal tu lagi. Just wait. So dinner today aku pergi makan sorg diri. Memandangkan kawan Biotech belum balik tapi tak sure kalau dorg balik aku makan dgn dorg ke tak. Let it be. Well masa makan tu, I don't felt awkward ke lonely ke apa. Aku rasa kosong, heartless..haaa cenggitu lah. Well I guess that is what IMMUNE feeling is. After 2 years, I should be much more stronger. InsyaAllah aku akan terus bersabar dan berjuang. Kau bantulah hamba-Mu yaAllah. Please pray for me okay! Yoshaaa. Salam.

    "Put your faith in what you most believe in"

- Two Worlds One Family,Tarzan

I love this scene. I love Tarzan Disney Movie.

So cuteeeeee. :)

My respect to her keep on growing :)

Assalammualaikum. Loooongggggggg time no see. Haha. Last post aku pasal aku nak naik Semester 4 and now aku nak naik Semester 5 and soon I'll be known as Pelajar Farmasi Tahun 3. *Kelasss kau jah*. Hehe. Reason update kat blog sbb aku dah tutup twitter. Dah tak ada tempat nak merepek. So here I am. Well lusa I'm going back to Aimst. YaAllah malas yg amat. And tadi baru aku dpt results sem lepas. Alahamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah aku pass semua papers. Actually aku cuak dengan paper Pharmaco but again Alhamdulillah aku pass. Bersyukur sangat. :') Okay regarding the title of this post..aku tujukan kepada my one and only kakak..Kaklong. Okay Oktober ni dia dah nak balik Malaysia. And tak lama lagi insyaAllah she'll be a doctor. And I just read her blog. Well I'm so impressed. Belum pun balik Malaysia dia dah tetap kan aim dia for future. To be a good doctor, and her planning to futher her studies after HO in surgery. WOW. Bila compare dgn aku..target aku just nak habis and pass semua exam..then kerja. Aku sangat respect and of course inspired! Nak naik sem baru ni semangat berkobar2. Well I hope dengan sem baru ni aku pun jadi orang yang baru.. To be a better person. Dan menjadi seseorang yang bermatlamat. Yes I should. Thanks Kaklomg for inspiring even you are not realizing it. :) Salam.

Another Beginning.

Assalammualaikum.Huhu it had been agess I didn't write. Malas is the reasons. I already registered for Semester 4 few hours back. Alhamdulillah another beginning dah mula. Results belum dpt lagi. Mudah mudahan everything okay. So just now baru dpt schedule for this sem..I already knew it's going to be hectic but when I saw the schedule rasa macam...ADOIIIIIIIIIII. Have a look..yang di highlight tuh..

Nampak tak? Tak nampak buat2 nampak jelahh. Yeah it's look so stressful. Scary.. but never mind. I have plenty of time. And now is the beginning of the time. I pray may Allah help me to have a good time management, emotional and life.. Almost half of my journey has already done. I should work hard. Gambateh Jannah.Yoshaaaa.

ps; I don't know if I have another time to write again in this very pack semester. But insyaAllah if I have time I will. Pray for me people. :)

Aku dan Bintang.

10th December 2011 memories.;)

Salam. I didn't know how to start. Okay semua org tahu yg today ada gerhana bulan. At first aku tak nk tgk sbb mungkin tgh period so mood mcm tak okay. Tapi bila ramai sgt post psl gerhana,hati aku tergerak nak tgk. Aku ajak Dba. Tgh borak2..tiba2 mata ni ter'capture' tahi bintang. Subhanallah. Aku tak sangka aku diberi peluang kedua tgk tahi bintang.First time tgk time F5 waktu fire drill kat sekolah.Too bad I didn't noted the date dulu.nevermind.Teruja sgt tadi,smpi terus call abah. That all what I can say. Aku happy. and aku hope ada lagi peluang ketiga, keempat dan byk lagi utk aku tgk tahi bintang.

Ombak Rindu.

Salam. 2nd Dec haritu aku tgk Ombak Rindu. Mula2 rasa mcm janggal gak tgk citer jiwang kt cinema..but at the end what I can say.It is worth to watch.Seriously..And the killing factor in this movie is Aaron Aziz's tears.Huh..Real ouh airmata dia..Bergenang je time blakon tu. Thumbs up to both Maya Karin and Aaron Aziz.

Ps; Aku suka sgt OST movie ni esp. lagu Untuk Kamu.:')

Semalam Abah Aerzee meninggal.Inalillah. I hope she'll be strong. And stay strong. Aku tak tahu nak buat apa sbb aku rasa ni bukan siapa2.Hmm. Whatever it is I hope Allah will help her to face this world.Amin.

Aku nak exam. And I feel so much pressure sometimes. Please Allah help me. I know I've done so much sins. But please lead my way to You :( Hwaiting Jannah.

Mencari jiwa.

Salam. Today dah 1st December..6 Dec ni aku dah start final paper. Preparation? Entah aku pun tak tahu mcm mana progress aku. Sbb hari2 aku revise dan hari2 jugak aku me'lagha'.Normal lah being student..cenggitu jugak jadinya. Seminggu masa for study week..and it's kinda very bored. YaAllah aku bosan sangat. And I hope at least I have someone to share this feeling. Tapi end up aku ber'emo'an sendiri. Selalu macam tu. Ada masa aku

rasa lifeless gila hidup kat sini. Seriously. Tapi lifeless macam mana pun, aku dah nak habis dah sem 3 ni. Next January dah nak naik sem 4 dah pun. Almost half-way dah perjalanan aku.Huh. Ada masa aku nak cerita semua benda, rasa nak nangis seboleh mungkin kat siapa2. Tapi bila aku jumpa org, aku automatically hide that feeling. It's naturally happens. Entahlahh. Aku berharap in future aku boleh jumpa siapa2 yang boleh faham apa yang aku rasa without telling them any. Bolah ke kita nak org faham apa yang kita rasa,tapi kita tak cerita apa masalah kita. Ouh no. I'm too too too complicated. Please people, doakan aku boleh jawab exams dgn cemerlang. InsyaAllah.